Cold hard truth
Well last night he gave me the cold hard truth and it cut through my heart and shattered it. He described his beer like …
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I am very hurt and sad, because my boyfriend of 10 months just broke up with me. He has had a lot of distrust and hurt in his life regarding relationships with women, and unfortunately he has projected this onto me. He constantly accuses me of cheating on him. This is the farthest thing from the truth.
The truth is that I have always been faithful to him. I have stood by this man through all kinds of extremely difficult situations, and I have loved and cared for him in ways that no one in his entire life has before.
But because of his own insecurities he has pushed me away.
I have come to the conclusion that he is not able to accept and embrace the love I have for him.
This makes me sad. Because if he would have let me , I could have been the one woman to show him what true, unconditional, trusting love was like.
I wanted so much for him to finally feel the happiness and comfort of that feeling that comes with trusting and loving with all your heart.
I could have been the woman to do that for him.
But he wouldn't let me. :(
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I have known you for a long time Carrie and the one that that I know for a fact is that you are a VERY loyal person. You and I are alot alike in that sense. I also know that you have been there for "D" when his mom died and even helped him get her buried. You were there for him threw all of that. And if his own insecurities are what's stopping him from having a great life with a great woman and her terrific kids, then it's his loss. From personal experience, I don't know how you do it. I don't think that he realizes how wonderful of a person you really are. It takes alot for a woman to have kids that have special needs just to do day to day things. And God only gives us kids like that for a reason. And we are BOTH grateful for that everyday. And "D" should be too. I don't think how lucky he is to have a woman like you. I know that Bo doesn't. I don't understand why men are like that. And if he won't let you love him, then maybe he's not ready for that. And if he's not, then maybe, as hard as it would be for you, just let him go. You can't force him to stay if he's not ready for the love that you can give him. message me later if ya need anything hon!!! :) heather
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Thanks for your comments Heather. I know he loves me, I just wish he would believe that I love him just as much. When he acts all jealous and accuses me of cheating, all that does is push me away.
Maybe you are right.... maybe he is just not ready for this relationship.
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