Journal Entry for February 6, 2008
i relapsed again. i did extacy and i drank and smoked weed. ive now been sober 3 days. hopefully i wont relapse again.
is feeling Bad
well ummm....im just plain audry. i think for myself and dont care what you have to say about me! im caring and nice but can be the biggest bitch on the block if need be. im a freshman at north medford high school. its preatty gay here. i have wondefull friends and they are: Jackie, jennifer, nackaii, tim, tyler, joe joe, issac, zach, aaron, sammy, robby, matt, dakota, nikki, mike, david v., bree, bray-bray, alex, cristal, and my best friend corinna. my friends and family mean the world to me. fuck with them then your gonna be getting a early death. i have black hair and my tips are red. im 5'6" 1/2. i dont think i'm preatty but ive gotten a lost more confidece in myself now. i DO get told im preatty all the time. i can get annoyimg at times but i just try and make everyone happy. i have a VERY big heart and it tends to get in my way alot. i fall for guys easly. im in love but im single. I love timmont james hawkins and it sucks. we had something so special but some stupid cunt got in our way. now were friends and thats fine with me. I get walked on and back stapped alot. but thats a typical teenage lifestyle right? well thats anough about me....lets talk about YOU. lots of love, audry.
well im a typical teenager. i quit doing drugs and i quit drinking. i still smoke ciggerettes and thats about it. if you dont like that im different, oh fucking well. deal with it cause onestly, i dont care what you think about me and my actions. i have fun and i enjoy life. yes i go to school and i get good grades. i fuck up alot though. i enjoy just hanging out at my friends house and chillin. want to no more? just ask or add my myspace at myspace.com/straightupcunt im audryMONSTER. deal whores. i made another myspace. myspace.com/dieng_for_affection im audryMONSTER [killer intentions] preatty much awesome id say.
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