ajateacher's Journal

Each and every day is a struggle for me. I wonder how I'm supposed to go on without my daughter.  The pain is excruciating and I only long to sleep.  I can't even remember feeling any other way than sad.  A part of me has been ripped out and I'm so lost. Everyone tells me that I am so strong; I don't have any clue why they tell me that. I don't want to be strong-I want my daughter back!