SOME TIMES I REALLY HATE MY EMONTIONS …
SOME TIMES I REALLY HATE MY EMONTIONS THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN SO CONFUSING,MY HUSBAND CALLED ME TODAY AND TOLD ME THAT …
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Good morning...I am feeling well so far today. I have had a really busy last few days. Alex and I left Fri to pick up my grandmother. I had not tried to take a trip yet since having surgey. I was sore but no real problems. He & I had a really long, emotional needed talk. I told him things I never thought I'd tell him. I have been tired of the way all these yrs, 16 , I have been made out to be the bad guy. His family has never know the truth behind my marriage to theri son nor the truth of the reason I left him. My codependent outlook never allowed me to tell out of gulit to protect the family I once loved. However, over the past 7 months since my son went to live with his dad, I have been made out to be a bad person which has its toll on my relationship with my son. He took it all well. I am a litle scard of what his dad will do whne he finds out I told. Maybe nothing..I don't really care. I told Al over & over..your dad has changed over the years and with everyone there is good and bad in people..never to stop loving his father.
Anyway, we go to Gastonia NC around 1130pm. We stretched on the floor and rested. We pulled into my drive way around 4 am. Then we ran around all day yesturday. I was so tired last night I don't remeber sleeping. I am going to go to church today. It is a cool 57 here in NC with a high only in the upper 70's.
I saved 68$ at the grocery store last night in coupons I got from the paper & from the internet. Not bad i'd say. Today marks less than a month till I get to see my hubby. I miss him so. I have had to go through soooo much since I saw him last in May. Many life altering things... I feel a few hours in his arms would just seal the deal. I have not been able to walk the shepered in a few days. He is a massive ball of nerves. Grandma was afraid to meet him. Shes not much for big dogs. The last time he was a puppy. They did well.
I am going to cook a nice meal for after church and start on the grass. I can work on it today and tommorow. Hope you all have a good day.
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I am sure you miss your hubby something terrible. He will be home soon. I hope you and your Grandma have a good visit. DOnt do to much and hurt yourself. Send of that cool weather my way, I could use the cool down. Have a great week. Hugs...Julie
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