Journal Entry for January 21, 2007
I have been feeling better a lot have happend in my life this day I changed from OBGYN because he was really a jerk. And the new doctor that I saw …
is feeling OK
Married, floral designer, with panic attacks
I have been feeling better a lot have happend in my life this day I changed from OBGYN because he was really a jerk. And the new doctor that I saw …
Today it´s been a better day, I talked to my OBGYN and he send me to another doctor to see if I can take another medicine while I am pregnant I …
Well I came back from my vacations It was ok, I had good days and bad days but I tried to hang in there. Today is my first day at work after …
Today has been a terrible day for me. For the past months I have been fighting for quitting my antidepressant Its been 3 months and I thought Ive …
I feel terrible right now I really want to die I need help because I feel no one undertands what I am dealing with. I know you can live but only with …
are you doing okay? i know it's been awhile, i'm sorry. i have a lot going on. love and hugs. take care.
there are so many avenues of help. You are not alone! It doesn't have to be this bad. You're in my prayers!
my prayers are with you too. I wish you the best, and keep going don't give up!
Please excuse the mistake. What I ment was I have learned to deal with mine.
I have been suffering the panic attack for 5 years now. It's been a horrible road. No one really understands me. I feel alone, I feel hopeless. I was on Zoloft for 3 years now the doctor and I decided to quit its been 2 months because I want to get pregnat I take clonazepam also. Now I am experiencing a horrible crisis of anxiety I feel like Im loosing everything, my life, my family, my husband, my friends. Everything. I need to know someone like me to feel understood.
Horrible anxiety started like 7 years ago. I dont know how to live with it.
I have a lot of phobias. To earthquakes, to have an allergy to medicines or food, to death, to being poisoned, to choke, hypocondria, some agoraphobia.
I live in Mexico city and the earthquakes here are terrible. I got traumitized with the one in 85 I was like 7 years and then in 99 I lived one in a really old building and I coudnt get out because the emergency door was closed I am traumatized ever since.
I started with this OCD about a year and a half after panic attacks and depression. My worst fears are taking new medicines incluiding antidepressants, eating fish, nuts, strawberrys, even though I am not allergic, and in general eating food that I am not familiar with or that I dont know how it was cooked I am afraid of allergic reactions of any kind.