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is feeling OK
ON A DS BREAK ATM i have social phobia, anxiety & depression related to that. this time last year i was agrophobic and would not leave the house. i now do most things i use to do but it still isn't easy. i don't have many friends where i live due to a culmination of reasons like being in a co-dependant relationship(now single), owning a restaurant & having no life, withdrawal from the friends i did have & being from interstate. Now i really want to make friends but don't know where to go to make them! i am not working atm and i know once i start i will meet new people.
i love music, photography, anything to do with the arts, reading self help books & biographies, watching dvds, walking on the beach, bush walking, writing, drinking, laughing, my dogs, pineapple on pizza, my chicken 'red', my fishes, tv, incense, lavender oil, candles, beer, nature, gardening, green tea, exploring, wine, massages, cointreau, cheese, drawing, creating, cooking, vegimite on toast, soup, the internet, coffee, watermelon.....
WEDNESDAY EVENING HUG DRIVE.
Hey just a Hug to let you know I am thinking of You havent heard from you in a while hows life are You doing Ok Excel !!!
Thinking of you - Big Hugs. Rab.
Hi there To one Queenslander to another Hows Life Love to hear from you again Drop me a Line Hugs to You Hope youre well Excel
Another hug from me ! Big Hugs. Rab.
social phobia, anxiety, depression, cheating partner, break ups
my depression is really a secondary condition due to my social phobia & anxieties.
i have had social phobia since i was about 20 but only diognosed last jan. i am 35 now!!
i have been smoking since i was 15...which is 20 yrs !!! i want to give up sometime soon, but i seem to always have so much other shit to deal with. :(
i would like to lose about 10 kgs, i have started exercise & journaling my eating habits...support is always great!
controlling father, that can't let go
not sure if what i have are panic attacks it sounds very similar to what i have but mine are usually related to triggered events.
i have been a chef for 15 yrs, owned a small restaurant with my ex. Now i am over it! i still love cooking but i just don't want the stress and hours of hosipitality anymore. I studied visual & graphic arts when i left school, and i would love a job as a photographer. don't think there is money in that tho!!
i don't know if i have this or my symptoms are part of my other issues. i don't have any rituals but i do seem to have opsessive thoughts usually at nite when i am trying to get to sleep!