Haven't written in awhile. So much to say not enough energy to say it. Doc put me on Lithium now it's been a week. All week I felt like a have had no motivation to do anything. Now tonite I feel manic and it's making me crazy. I feel terrible and just want to cry. I am so tired of feeling like this, this up and down all the time. Is it this weather it being so warm. I noticed alot of people are down on this site and feeling badly. I hope this all passes soon. Worried about work tommorrow and how I will feel. My doctor put me on a medical leave for two weeks due to the side effects of the abilify. It was so bad I almost feel asleep driving home from work at night. Last week I worked part time, four hours a day for the week. Now tommorrow I go back full time again, not looking forward to it. I am so tired of the worry about how I might feel at work, it is exhausting.
Oh my how this sounds just like me up down all around. I am so sorry you have to go through this right now.
SDH