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Journal Entry for October 27, 2007 Mood

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Hi everyone

Well the mighty have fallen.

I started smoking. Just a bit and then a bit more and now I find myself hiding from my kids under a lamp in the backyard. Just me and my puzzled looking dog and the odd critter.

Winter will be here soon - so I must quit soon or die from exposure.

The upside in my life is that I have discovered General Hospital on TV. Smirk if you will,but Jason and Johnny are HOT. They also keep me out of the yard ;)

Love you guys and thanks for listening.

Hug Rainmom

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Well Miss Mighty, pick yourself up and start all over, you can beat this thing. You are stronger than any old cigarette, after all you burn it up and stomp on it so how can it get the best of you.
As for General Hospital, what can I say, I don't do daytime soaps but love Desperate Housewives and Brothers and Sisters and Men in Trees, same thing, only they are only on once a week instead of everyday. We all need someplace that we can go to escape reality. :-) Hope you have a good weekend,
Hugs, Delores

lorihot
Well, I started smoking again too and I am enjoying it much to quit. Don't be too hard on yourself for the smoking thing! We all fall off the wagon at one time or another. I have fallen and just not ready to get back on. My husband was very upset with me for several weeks but then he got over it. I guess I wasn't really ready to quit when I did. I am here for you if you need an ear or a shoulder. I know this is got to be rough for you. You were doing so well! Just don't beat yourself up over it. We all make mistakes honey! I will give you support either way you go.

Love, April

AprilMartin
How does the saying go? "Quitting smoking is the easiest thing in the world. I've done it thousands of times."

I have a friend that only smokes 3 to 5 a day. Maybe if I convinced myself I could only smoke outside, I could do that, too. (Especially as it gets colder.) That seems ridiculous since my husband smokes. Wonder if I could get him to play along with me on it.

Well.. since you're out there, you may as well take up gardening. :o}

kaye10
LOL
You guys are wonderful.
I'm going to have to go back to my list of why I quit and go over it again.
I must have missed something...oh yeah like dying early....

Rainmom