Have'nt written in soooo long.I hope all my friends have been ok.I have been really busy.Had some company from out of town.had some family drama.Had a flair or two.I was suppose to start chemo but put it off untill after xmas in case it makes me sick.I definately don't want to be sicker during the holidays.Zoey is so excited seeing all the lights,xmas trees,etc...EXCEPT santa claus!She is terrified of him!!Even at the parade she could'nt even look at him without crying.It's actually kinda funny.As cruel as that sounds I could'nt stop laughing at her.Shes so cute.Well it's bedtime for me so goodnight and sweetdreams to all.