capribella99's Journal

Nothing much new has been going on with me.  I've been looking for jobs, keeping at least fairly healthy -- celebrating that I passed the bar!!  We got some new pillows for our couches, so that was exciting.   In two weeks I'm going to Richmond for the weekend -- not really sure what Richmond has to offer, but we shall see!

 I've been doing ok with the walking.  Sometimes I feel like this weight is going no where.  I look at my grandparents, who are definitely obese, and I get scared.  I want to prevent that from happening, but I feel like I am not really sure what to do.  My diet is not the model of health, but it is not indulgent.  At least I don't think it is.  I feel like I've also gotten better on the portion front.  Maybe I'm just kidding myself.  It feels like this weight isn't going anywhere, despite the walking and a healthy diet, I think.  I'm getting frustrated, and trying to refocus myself... and not get off track.  I guess I need to be more dilligent about the walking and watching what I eat.  And maybe I am just kidding myself.  I mean, I'm not eating like, 15 grams of fat a day.  I'd guess 45 and I thought that was ok.  Maybe for me it's not, or maybe I'm eating more.  I guess I'm going to have to monitor this more cloesly.  I thought i was burning mroe than I was taking in.