gailtuesday's Journal

Hi all, Went to mental health apppointment today, saw a lovely doctor who was young and helpfull. He will be writing to my neurosurgeon as he think there is a link between my mental health and physical health. basically it comes down to 1. My  physical appearance 2, my ongoing trauma 3, financial constraints and the most complex - my relationship with my husband. I told him about my husband not inistiating anything with me and cryed - I said that I dont feel at 35 i should have to put up with someone who doesnt want to be with me physically as if i feel like it why cant he? I told him i think my husband needs councilling to sort himself out and untill he gets help in that area i cant feel better about my body image!

Going to see him in a months time. Meanwhile i have a mri friday and i am trying to get someone to be there to adjust my shunt pressure as it is slightly overdraining causing pinching pains! Have been fed up lately as just whenever things seem to get better and you forget about having hydracephalis something reocurs!

poooooooooooooooo to head things!