I have been smoke free for 5 days …
I have been smoke free for 5 days now. And to be honest it has been the hardest 5 days of my young life. I can't …
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Feeling very tired and stressed today. Like there is a weight on my chest. I just feel like going home and going back to sleep. Today is going to be a long long day. I need to call and see if I can "fix" my problem from this weekend but I have so much to do at work that I don't know when I will have a chance to though. I just want to get it over with. It is going to be bad if I can't fix it and I am not looking forward to that. I really don't need all this stress right now.
Found out the ex is definately seeing this girl now. She drove 3 hours up here on Saturday to spend St. Patricks Day with him. His mom told me he went out on Saturday and didn't come home that night and I knew where he had been but didn't tell her that. He hasn't said a word to anyone about seeing her. Even when I flat out asked him if he was seeing someone he told me no. I just don't get the lying thing if we aren't together. I know he thinks he is protecting my feelings but all it really does is piss me off. But whatever I wish there was a way to not think about it but of course I still do. I would really like to go back to sleep now.
Found out the ex is definately seeing this girl now. She drove 3 hours up here on Saturday to spend St. Patricks Day with him. His mom told me he went out on Saturday and didn't come home that night and I knew where he had been but didn't tell her that. He hasn't said a word to anyone about seeing her. Even when I flat out asked him if he was seeing someone he told me no. I just don't get the lying thing if we aren't together. I know he thinks he is protecting my feelings but all it really does is piss me off. But whatever I wish there was a way to not think about it but of course I still do. I would really like to go back to sleep now.
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Michelle, are you awake?lol I understand about wanting to sleep all the time.....that's part of depression.
After ten years with this guy, I know it will be hard to get him out of your thoughts, but you really need to forget about him. sounds like he is a compulsive lier, and if he cheated on you already more than once, you know he would continue to do so.
Good luck.
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