Michelle76's Journal

We received a formal offer on our house last night. I am so excited about getting out from under it but in a way I am so sad. It was the first home we purchased and there are a lot of great memories there. I called the ex last night and told him the good news. He was glad it was going to sell but sad about it too. But its a chapter in our life that needed to be closed. If we do have the opportunity to start over we can start fresh in a new place and make new better memories.

This past month and a half has just been the biggest emotional roller coaster. It seems like my feelings can change in a matter of minutes. One minute I'm fine with everything, the next I am just a sobbing ball of mush. I really need to get back on track and start focusing on me again. This week has been a total disaster as far as that goes. I didn't get anything accomplished.

I also need to start looking for a place to live now that the house is selling. That is really scary. I'll start looking the closer it gets to closing. I just don't want to commit to something then have the place not sell. We'll see.