Journal Entry for February 15, 2008
February 15, 2008 1:20am
I've been away for awhile.....sometimes I actually thought things would get better...I moved out of my home 5 months ago and filed for divorce …
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darkwon
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About Me
I am unhappily married to a lying cheating loser and I have two wonderful kids. I love music, but I fear I am losing my passion for life.
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Journal Entry for July 13, 2007
July 13, 2007 1:33pm
We buried my mom yesterday. Easily, the worst day of my life so far. Had my family not been there, it could have been much worse. I miss her so much …
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Journal Entry for July 6, 2007
July 6, 2007 10:40pm
My Mother died this morning. My sister found her this morning in her apartment. She most likely had a fatal heart attack or stroke while she was …
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Journal Entry for June 27, 2007
June 27, 2007 6:10pm
All is lost. It's over. She acts as if my heart isn't breaking with every passing minute. I am greif stricken. I do beleive I'm …
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Journal Entry for June 25, 2007
June 25, 2007 6:44pm
I know it's been a while but I was waiting for things to really turn around and they haven't. Everything's a TOTAL mess and I can't …
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I am so sorry that you have a had a rough time. Keep your head up and focus on yourself and your children. I have been in unfaithful relationships before and you will find happiness. I promise! I'm here if you need someone.
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I sympathise with people in unhappy marriages. Keep your head up it will get better.
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"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense." –– Ralph Waldo Emerson May you be filled with love, understanding and forgiveness - - not only for others, but for yourself as well. *hugs* Draco
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Close Infidelity
My wife cheated on me with another woman because she says she was "confused". For about a week, I really treid to forgive her and love her unconditionally. She says that she still wants to be friends with this woman because they have always had a good friendship but I can no longer trust her as well as the promises she made of bettering the relationship have already been broken. It's like her heart isn't in it anymore, therfore, I withdraw my heart as well.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionThe thought of leaving my children with my unfaithful wife really gets me down.
Open Breakups & Divorce
I filed for divorce on Valentine's Day......I never felt like I could trust my wife after she cheated on me.......She felt like I was rubbing her face in it because I brought it up when we argued, but I never got the response of "what do I need to do for you to trust me again" from her. She always told me that it wasn't a big deal and that I should get over it.....I had no choice.....
Treatments
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- I moved back into my parents old home. I'm alone all the time so that doesn't help. the only two people who ever really understood me are dead, so I have no one to talk to..
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I am a musician so I write and listen to music all the time.....the sad songs always make me cry...
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- The few family members that really know what's going on are too busy dealing with teir own problems to really tune in to what I'm going through.........Understandable, but no one to really talk to when it hits hard.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- The people here that take the time to listen have always been really helpful....they are the best......
- Time Too Soon to Tell
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy Mother, the other half of my heartbeat, died on July 5, 2007....She was 52.....me and my sister didn't have an autopsy, so I have no idea why she died..all I know is that I feel more alone than ever......
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- Crying Not Working
- I cry until it hurts, but nothing helps........
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- Grief always seems to work its way back in no matter what I'm doing.....
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Don't know if anyone's listening half the time....I feel God in my heart sometimes.....
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