shander's Journal

I got through the weekend without gambling.  Went for my cancer charity walk on Friday night, that went okay.  But while I was spending the evening walking my hubby went to a party!  I'm sure his girlfriend was there by the way he treated me the next day.  I feel like I'm being punished over and over again.  I don't know how much more of this I can take.  When is it time to say "okay, I blew it, this marriage is over" ?  I know he needs time but I need some support in this too.  If it weren't for this site I know I would have given in to temptation by now.  But, just one more day, I won't gamble.