Journal Entry for June 6, 2007
Okay, I broke on my vacation. NOT HEALTHY AT ALL! But, I am home again and am going for a walk after work. Yes indeed, I will be fit! Now I am …
is feeling OK
I work at a mens fashion store and I love my job. I have a wonderful boyfriend who also has weight struggles. In the fall I will be starting university, an English major. More than anything I love to write, it's who I am. Another passion of mine is advocating for human rights and basic freedoms of the citizens of our planet.
Okay, I broke on my vacation. NOT HEALTHY AT ALL! But, I am home again and am going for a walk after work. Yes indeed, I will be fit! Now I am …
Jason and I had a very good conversation last night. We talked about how much my life has changed, how I continually think about not eating, and how …
I actually feel sexy... partly due to a hold me in thinger but hey whatever... my legs are lookin h-o-t! 10 minutes until I hae to go to work so I …
Okay, emergency over... I am having a bowl of salad with low cal italian dressing. I feel great! my indulgence is 250 ml of pepsi... feelin great. …
Okay... It it now luchtime and i just came back from a walk. Old habits die hard ie I am contemplating not eating so I don't "ruin" my …
hugs back at you...it means a lot!
I know what you are/have going/gone through.. WOW that was confusing. I hope that you find peace and support here! Welcome!
thanks so much for your support!!
heres a hug im here if u need to talk take carex
Welcome to DS. I am glad you are here. Here is your first hug to let you know how much you are blessed, cherished and loved.
I struggled with anorexia from the time I was 10 until I was 16. In that time I loset so much weight all of my bones were showing. I looked especially disgusting because I have a broader structure. When I started getting extremly sick my friends and parents intervened. That is a place I never want to go back to, but it's ease and my thinness haunt me everyday. I just want to lower my weight and be happy, without over doing it. Just to lose even a little...
I struggled with anorexia from the time I was 10 until I was 16. i suppose i still struggle. it would be so easy to slip back... I gained weight back after I got healthy and now I want to lose some, without getting back THERE. I'm so afraid to lose, but I know to be truly a healthy person again I need to. I need to deal with the mental part too. I want that feeling of inadequacy to leave, that feeling of being fat no matter how slim.