Journal Entry for June 13, 2007
as a mom my job is to protect my children...and it is so hard when you love them so much and you don't know all the answers to give them when …
is feeling OK
I am a survivor of a family who chose to make me the product of their pain...although I am the only survivor I still am living in their hell.If anyone knows about SRA you understand my pain
music, poetry, writing, the ocean waves, ...I will own an island of refuge one day to allow families to learn how to deal with lifes issues and allow God to be their source of strength. ..To educate people how to listen when words aren't enough.
as a mom my job is to protect my children...and it is so hard when you love them so much and you don't know all the answers to give them when …
Today I am tired, and I just woke up....I am dealing with some stuff that I don't like....I feel sick, cause I know I have to see what I …
I am taking some time off work and I am enjoying getting up and not having to rush to get prepared for the day...Whew I love it....I have been …
don't cry for me, and put yourself in pain my friends
don't wish for my lessons of darkness to end
If it weren't for shadows, I …
I need peace of mind. I am so tired of thinking, maybe just close my eyes and not see, hear or taste anything.
heres a hug 2 last & last to let ya know this 2 shall pass ure in our thoughts and in our prayers heres a hug to show i care! ---karen
May these flowers brighten your day and know that I am thinking of you, praying for you, and that I love you...teresa
My daughter is 5 and it is for her that We go to therapy and get reality checks. That way We know that our parenting is OK.
Littlehands, I just wanted to say hello and send you a hug. Take very good care of yourself. Hugs, Sam
Just stay with it, peace and light :0)
I am a survivor of ritual abuse and have been left to deal with all the secrets and pain my family did to an innocent child that wanted to trust in someone good, but couldn't find any. I am now trying to face up to the truth that I was not created to be in torment, but use it to help others realize you can educate parents to watch their children andteach them about the evil society that is waiting to scoop them up, if they don't care.
so amny things I tried, and found it wasn't the drugs that was the problem, but what made me crave more inside..what lies underneath was the addiction
i was DID/MPD for 40 years until I fought for our freedom...and allowed the core to help the others...I am delivered from the torment we suffered...if you want to talk write me personally anytime
I grew up in the sixties and was introduced to drugs at a very young age...cocaine created a powerful person, on top of the rage that drove me further, to be always chasing that high...then heroin took over that..needless to say, I am drug free now for 2 yrs..cause I was going to die..found out drugs was just a cover up, underneath was so much pain, rage rejection etc.you have to make a choice to stop and one day at a time