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Golly , ya know how much i fully need to vent right now , you dont even wanna get me started.
I was sitting in between two of my very good friends earlier , one of them was suppose to get baptised, but she had a small break down before hand and it got called off , a girl Anna got up and spoke to us about pain and suffering. it was really hard to hear what she had to say coz it related heaps back to me and i know it did to both my friends aswel. well havin one of them balling on one side and the other starting to cry on the other was so hard, i was giving these two beautiful creations of God my support and my love , but i was receivin none. well i know i was from God , but i needed it physically.
I needed someone to come up and look me in the eye and just say "Casey, you know , everything is going to be fine, its going to turn out the way you've planned, your going to grow more and more into a beautiful woman" but it never came , and it wont ever come.
I know God is there , a constant support system , ready to listen and give advice whenever i need it , lovin me all the time, being a fantastic Father , guiding me but allowing me to fall at the same time. Giving me room to grow and learn, teaching me , being a mentour , putting amazing people in my life to help me. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO ASK FOR HELP?!
sorry.. have to cut this short..
A friend is in need of help and im the one to give it when its needed.
xo
I was sitting in between two of my very good friends earlier , one of them was suppose to get baptised, but she had a small break down before hand and it got called off , a girl Anna got up and spoke to us about pain and suffering. it was really hard to hear what she had to say coz it related heaps back to me and i know it did to both my friends aswel. well havin one of them balling on one side and the other starting to cry on the other was so hard, i was giving these two beautiful creations of God my support and my love , but i was receivin none. well i know i was from God , but i needed it physically.
I needed someone to come up and look me in the eye and just say "Casey, you know , everything is going to be fine, its going to turn out the way you've planned, your going to grow more and more into a beautiful woman" but it never came , and it wont ever come.
I know God is there , a constant support system , ready to listen and give advice whenever i need it , lovin me all the time, being a fantastic Father , guiding me but allowing me to fall at the same time. Giving me room to grow and learn, teaching me , being a mentour , putting amazing people in my life to help me. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO ASK FOR HELP?!
sorry.. have to cut this short..
A friend is in need of help and im the one to give it when its needed.
xo
