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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEH IM NOW SEVENTEEN!
lol it seems like yesterday tht i was only 15! and now look at me ive matured into a growin woman and im going to turn my life around!
Im gonna get more involved with church and work harder at school and work, im going to be nicer and friendlier (altho i already am) and gonna quit trich!!
If it was all only that simple, sure i CAN do all that stuff.. and after all i am now 17 , but how easy is it going to be , i like the idea of givin up trich , lets try tomora shall we!
mmm missing Andrew quite alot right now , maybe its just intimacy and havin someone there,
my friend Tim gave me a hug this evening and i held on extra long and i shouldnt have coz now i want to be back there , i was safe there, it was somewhere where i could stay.. but no , we r JUST FRIENDS! or so i keep telling myself , man , this gets harder every day..
mmm so i am off,
dunno if im happy or sad , happy coz its my birthday ..
sad coz thats just the way i am these days..
thanks life for being so confusin!
xxoxx
lol it seems like yesterday tht i was only 15! and now look at me ive matured into a growin woman and im going to turn my life around!
Im gonna get more involved with church and work harder at school and work, im going to be nicer and friendlier (altho i already am) and gonna quit trich!!
If it was all only that simple, sure i CAN do all that stuff.. and after all i am now 17 , but how easy is it going to be , i like the idea of givin up trich , lets try tomora shall we!
mmm missing Andrew quite alot right now , maybe its just intimacy and havin someone there,
my friend Tim gave me a hug this evening and i held on extra long and i shouldnt have coz now i want to be back there , i was safe there, it was somewhere where i could stay.. but no , we r JUST FRIENDS! or so i keep telling myself , man , this gets harder every day..
mmm so i am off,
dunno if im happy or sad , happy coz its my birthday ..
sad coz thats just the way i am these days..
thanks life for being so confusin!
xxoxx
