KaeCee's Journal

I must say..  trying not to pull is definately alot harder then it sounds!
Im watching the Nz vs Canada game atm.
there has been this big hype about how Canada is gna get their butts kicked, but in all honesty i think Canada will do quite well.
And i dont think the All Blacks r gna get past 80 points.
I have great pride in my country but i totally think we've underestimated Canada this time.

Been trying realli hard not to pull, its been easier givin up the caffine and the chocolate and the ice cream and the peanuts.
you'd think tht would b hard , but in all honesty, its not.
My hair is realli soft atm, its all nice n shiny lookin.
wanna keep it this way =]
but im pulling out hair tht i think doesnt matter.
Someone tell me "every hair is important Kc!"

REALLY tired atm.
but other then tht im ok.
Seeing Andrew tomora.
hopefuly.
the youth from my church are running service tomora , thts gna b pretty interesting.
4 months for me and Andrew yesterday.

was talkin to my m8s from St. Andrews College (STAC) today , one goes "what? you have a bf?"
"Yeh Chris , 4 months yesterday!"  i said.
"Wow, youve been going out for tht long?"
"yep!"
"but i thort u like Peter?"
"What? NO! we're good m8s."
"whatever Kc , u must like him a lil bit."
"No Chris, i don't. we r just close friends."

i  can understand why he would think i like him, i spend so much time talkn and seeing Peter.
But hes a real good guy. and a great friend, hes a listener, its good to b listened to wen you cant stand to listen anymore.

I did like Peter, but b4 me n Andrew went out , i liked a couple of guys but i could never go out with them bcuz i liked Andrew , (Ugh Dan Carter is EW!)
Like theres this guy at my youth group n we got real close and hes the best type of guy ud meet.
and i started liking him and he started liking me , and so he asked me out, up at the look out on the hills (u can see the whole of my city up there , so beautiful in summer , at night time) and i HAD to say no , i couldnt go into a rel8ionship without me givin my whole heart to it.
*shrugs* oh well..
ya get that sometimes.
I have a few stories like tht...

Andrew is comin to a friends drinks next saturday night.
Itl b interesting cuz mi best m8 is going and Andrew n Mal dont get on at the best of times.
soo  il keep u posted on how tht goes.


hope every1 is doing ok.

luvluv.

Kc