novasmommy's Journal

Just thought I would drop a line and tell everyone hello. And to let y'all know that Derrick and I made it home okay. We've been home for almost a week and although it was so hard to leave my babies, I am so glad to be home. Finally sleeping in my own bed again and not the floor is sure nice. I think I must've slept like 10 hours or so the first night we were home.

I miss my girls already so so much. I am back to feeling empty inside again, and getting lonely again. You know feeling sorry for yourself and stuff? Then I start missing my angel. I can't count how many times I have cried since I've been home. It really sucks! The only thing that I am totallly ecstatic about is that my ex has already given me the okay for them to come down next summer after school gets out. For 6 weeks!!!! Yayyy! I'll fly up there and pick them up and bring them back home with me. It's going to be so much fun and the kids are already so excited about it.

Well we are definatley all unpacked and I tell you I really had no ide just how much crap I bought until I started unpacking it all! I realized it was mostly all my stuff....LOL! Derrick and I were unpacking and I was like...."That is mine, oo that is mine....OH and that's mine too!"  But it was mostly stuff that I can't get out here living in such a small town. Or I can get it, but its WAY more expensive. Oh and no more eating out here either lol. No McDonalds, KFC, Taco Bell. There's nothing here, but that's allright, that's why it's so much fun when we go home for a visit.

Well were still trying for a little one. But nothing to report yet. My friend is going to give me some of her OPK test strips that she ordered from Amazon. That's what Derrick and I used when we got pregnant with our angel and we never had a problem. They're great. So maybe it will work this month. I am hoping an praying that it does. This baby would finally make my family complete, as I would not be having anymore children, and Derrick is okay with that.

Well I think I have gone on enough, so I'll let y'all go for now. I hope that everyone is happy and well. God Bless You!! Y'all are in my thoughts and prayers everyday!!

Love, 

Aimee

OH I got approved for financing for a new computer. Yay!!! I'm so excited. My own computer. No more going to the library, to my friends, etc. My very own computer!!