Journal Entry for May 20, 2008
May 20, 2008 6:56pm
Just a quick entry to let everyone know that I am feeling a little better now. I was so happy that my sister asked me to help her get ready for her …
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About Me
I am 27 years old and the mother of two beautiful daughters! Novalee is 7 and Leilani is 5. I love those little girls with all of my heart, they mean everything to me! My husband and I miscarried our angel at 6 weeks in January of 07. We have been unsuccessful in becoming pregnant since. I hope to change that very soon. =) My myspace link is www.myspace.com/novaandlanismommy If yall want to add me as a friend on there! =)
Interests
In my free time I love to crochet and watch a good movie. I also like to read, and spend time with my family and friends.
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Feeling a little old right now!
May 18, 2008 12:09am
Hey everyone! Just thought I would say hello. I am feeling a little sad right now, and I know people here will understand.
I just helped my …
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Howdy everyone!
May 15, 2008 9:37pm
Hello everyone!
It's sure been awhile since I have been on here, so I thought I would drop in and say hello to everyone. …
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I'm going to see my babies!
March 26, 2008 9:09pm
I am so freaking excited I can't contain myself. I finally bought my airplane ticket the other day. I'm going home to see …
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A hug to let you know I'm wondering how you are. Hope all is well. x x
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Flower
Some flowers to welcome you home (bit late...sorry!). Hope you had a great holiday and had a wonderful time with your girls. x x
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Just leaving a hug for you to pick up when you get home again! Hope your holiday was wonderful and that you had a lovely time with your girls. Any pics to share?? x x
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hugsssssss back and thank you
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Goal End Date is Nov 15, 08 114 more days.Current Weight (Lbs)176 -
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Close Miscarriage
I recently remarried, and my new husband and I very much would like to have a family. We finally became pregnant in Dec. 2006. I made it to 6 weeks, and I miscarried. I was devestated. I can't remember a time where I felt so alone. I have good days and I have bad days. Some days I don't want to get out of bed. I don't know how to move on, I don't know what to do. That is why I am here. To meet others who are like me, who know how I feel!
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- This helps most of the times. Just gets all of my frustrations out. But it is only a temporary fix.
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
Close Depression
I feel so alone. My husband doesn't know how to help. He always feels like he'll say the wrong thing and upset me more. I want the baby I miscarried back, and there's nothing I can do that will ever make that make that happen!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I was going for awhile, but I stopped going because I felt better. I am thinking of going back. There are so many issues that I need to work through!
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
I am mommy to 2 wonderful daughters! Novalee is 7 and Leilani is 5. They are my life! They are also 2 of the smartest and articulate children I have ever known and I am so proud of them! Novalee is in 1st grade and Leilani is in preschool.
Treatments
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- My children love school and they are so excited to learn and try new things!
- Listening Working / Worked
- Patience Working / Worked
- They definatley try to test my patience quite a bit. Because their father and I are divorced they often go through rebellious stages and do not like to do what they are told.
Open Separation Anxiety
My children live with there father about 900 miles away from me. When I divorced we decided that the children would live with them. I only see them about every six months or so, because you can only get out of the city I live in by plane and it is super expensive. So many people tell me that I am a bad mother for not living closer to them and I stuggle every day with my decision. I always wonder if I made the right one. I just them so much! Feels like a huge piece of my heart is missing!
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- Music Working / Worked
- I love music, and it can be so calming sometimes!
- Pets Working / Worked
- I have 1 dog and 1 cat. My dog is more attached to my husband, but my kitty knows when I am sad and will just lay with me!
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I've talked to a counselor many times, then I stop going. I know I need to see one on a regular basis, or things will never get better!
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I have been trying to lose weight for almost 2 years. I am about 50 pounds overweight and I never thought I would let myself get this bad. I think my infertility has a lot to do with the fact that I am overweight. My husband is very overweight as well and told him that for health reasons that he needs to lose weight. I just find it so hard to eat the right things, when there are bad foods everywhere! It's just to easy to eat things that are bad for you. I have no idea where to start!
Treatments
- Counting Calories Not Working
- I try to eat things that are better for me, and monitor my calorie intake, and it works for awhile, but it's always back to the old ways!
- Eating Healthier Foods Somewhat Helpful
- Works for awhile, but I lack self control and will always go back to the old ways!
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- I've started walking to work with my husband in the morning and that's nice. And I play volleyball at the gym once a week. But I need to go more often!
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