andiillinois's Journal

I can't believe it has been a year since I have written an entry! So many things that it is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am going through a custody situation with my daughter right now and I am having a hard time staying positive. It is not looking good for me right now. I had a pscy. eval reccomended by my attorney. It came back that the psycologist reccomends that she lives with her dad, who she wants to live with. It said that I was organized, structured, and sometimes self critical. All true. It said he has and inflated sense of ego, narcissitic, and to him only his opinion is the correct one. Yet, he said it is better for her to live with him. The findings do not match the report. I don't understand. My daughter admitted to me that he told her to lie to me and hide her medication that the dr. had given her for anxiety and depression. He has never been to any of her counseling sessions. I had asked myself if maybe it would be better for her if she lived with her dad. I am tired of fighting. But I know that alot of times the things that are the right things are often the hardest to go through, and we have to fight the hardest for. Did I mention the reason I am not with her father is one of the many reasons, he is very critical....and I found out he was making and selling gun silencers. I thought he was a good religious person. Well, I am gonna stop for now because I could go on forever.

Until Next Time...