Journal Entry for October 6, 2007
WHY does my age define me so? i hate it! i hate it with a burning passion! ackk...no...not hate, hate is such a strong word, i do not hate, but …
is feeling OK
Planning a party for resining teacher while juggling FBLA and school..yikes! :)
I'm 15, nearly straight A student, lived in small town my whole life, love to help other people. I absolutly love to learn and i'm taking classes on line, and challenging classes in school so I can learn more. My biggest passion is choir, but I'm very active in FBLA. All in all, i'm always busy but i love being interactive. I get very cunfuzeled with life though and often dont know if what i'm diong is right.
singing, reading, jogging, helping others, acting, mathmatics, science, FBLA
WHY does my age define me so? i hate it! i hate it with a burning passion! ackk...no...not hate, hate is such a strong word, i do not hate, but …
today i was told what i feared. I'm to much of a woman. i hate it!! my sister is so f***ing lucky! i have wider hips (pelves) and i …
Hugs:)
Its okay. Yeah Im still okay. Ish. Its nice to hear from you again, I thought most of the people on here had abandoned me. Well I did delete everyone, it is my fault if they do. Anyway about ur bf, if you wanna talk about it just send me a message k? I hope you guys sort things out.
Hey Cunfuzeledgal, Thought I'd say hi, see how you are, and wish you good days ahead. A while back you asked to be my friend, but I haven't been around. Some friend right? Sorry about that.
Hehe I just wanted to say IM OKAY =D How are you?
hi
right now i'm doing ok but for a year oh so i was depressed and just lingerin gon the thought of suciicide. nothing to dramtic is every really going on i just coudlnt' handle everybodys crap and life sucekd. right now things are ok so i hope they improve instead of droping back down like usual
i dont' really know for sure if it's anxiety but i'm always asuming th worse, preparing of re worst, worttyinga bout everyitng,i stress so much about everying that ican't sleep that often, i cna't foccus in school, my muccelse get so tight that it hurts to move. i can't seeme to not worry about stuff and if ppl really have true intents, i think it's anxiety...is it?
I've never acutally been diagnosed but i know i have OCD. I do things repetivly sometimes just to make sure there right or untill they feel right, even if they are right. At school sometimes ppl mess stuff up so thay can laught whill i fix them, they dont' understand that i HAVE to fix them because my OCD i can't not fix it. I also have issues with #'s, though not as much as i used to. My list of OCD goes on, though wieth some things i'm complety opposite. My room is a total mess.
hm...well...not much to tell...alot is expected from me...my idea of failing is a B in class, most people worry when they are taking their final exams, i worry about every single test, even if it barely has any effet on my grade. I have muccels spassems in my back possibly cuased from being so uptight, my sleep gets inturpeted from my stres, i need to reduce it just having some issues doing so. not to mention i'm tired of dealing with all of the unnecessary drama that seems always is occuring.
i want to have healthy relationships...what else is there to tell? eh?
um, i'd like to starting eating healthyer..simple enough i supose
I've pretty much had a good life, never been put in a situation where I could be sexualy harrassed, but a while back I was, i wasn't raped but i still dont know how to go about this. It was somebody that I looked up to and now this is a mess.