Journal Entry for July 15, 2007
July 15, 2007 1:10am
Thank you all for the notes & hugs of support during the past 7 days while i was in hiding - i took the time to be alone w/ …
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HeatherL69
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About Me
37 year old separated mother of 3 teenagers... lost in the transistion and don't know what else to say right now. I used to be happy - laughing, smiling, joking, loving attentive husband and the person that always makes you kind of sick they are so sweet - but I can't seem to be that person any longer.
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DON'T KNOW ANYMORE - I'll let you know when I figure it out!!!!
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Journal Entry for July 8, 2007
July 8, 2007 12:53am
Well - tonite begins a first for me in my adult life (by which i literally mean the last 18 years...) and could begin a turning point for me as …
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Journal Entry for July 5, 2007
July 5, 2007 6:14pm
I really don't know what to do...
Most are telling me to ignore him & give him a chance to miss me - after 18 years of being together all of …
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Journal Entry for July 4, 2007
July 4, 2007 11:31am
It's been A LONG TIME - you will need a drink & a tissue!!!! I realized that I was lost again - but until seeing the date of my last …
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Journal Entry for June 18, 2007
June 18, 2007 12:23am
Ok - so i have sat here all nite playing bejeweled & just letting my mind drift over the day... my biggest fear, as is prolly the same for …
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Thanks for the hug! It does feel like being out of control. I guess that's why I like this site...because I can totally relate to everyone elses frustrations. (and their small victories)
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You haven't journaled in awhile. Hope you are doing alright! How is being an adult going ;-)
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PLEASE GOD TAKE A WAY ALL OF MY FRIENDS PAIN AND SORROW AND GIVE THEM ALL TO ME. I CAN HANDLE ALL THERE PAIN IN SIDE ME KNOWING THAT I HAVE VERY HAPPY FRIENDS ON DS. THERE HAPPINESS WOULD GIVE ME ALL THE STRENGTH I WOULD NEED TO CAREY ALL THE PAIN AND STILL MOVE ON. THIS I PRAY FOR YOU MY FRIENDS, I TRULY DO, FOR YOU MY TRUE FRIENDS I WOULD DO ANY THING FOR YOU.
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Friends hold you close when you shed tears, Friends understand your fears. Friends know what you need to hear. Friends can be anyone, even me or you.
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Here is a hug to let you know how much you are loved.
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Close Infidelity
My husband of 18 years told me 2 weeks before my birthday that he had fallen in love with a friend and wanted to leave me. In the months since that day I have been through every emotion known to man except anger at him. He is my first & only love and I can not find a way to let go...
Close Breakups & Divorce
I got married at 19 - 18 years of being the "perfect couple" and 3 kids later he has "fallen in love" with a friend. Filed the papers 5/23 but at this time there is no plan on setting the appointment for finalizing divorce - but kids don't agree with that decision.
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- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- All of our friends and family are dumbfounded and have rallied around me. All of his family have called me and given me their love & support as well.
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