Today, I had to talk to them at …
Today, I had to talk to them at the school. That didn't go so well, the school counselor just happens to be one of the …
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Well me and my gf are no longer together. she broke up with me on our year and a half anniversery b/c she said she has mental problems she has to sort out! (dont we ALL have mental problems??!!) And most mental problems will be with a person for the rest of their lives, they never "go away" we just take medication or something to deal with it and make it easier. but anyway, then i hear from a friend that shes holding hands with some other girl, which pissed me off b/c i told her if she liked someone else, would she please have respect enough to tell me! well i didnt think they were too serious b/c she keeps telling me their just friends (which i know their not dating but still) but then last night she tells me they kiss like everyday all the time! so im not too happy about that. but she told me the more she gets to know this girl the less she likes her. (which is good b/c her very good friend told me about all the guys and girls she sleeps with, and this girl has been around!) so i told her if she does nething more with this girl she aint touching me agian cuz i dont want any diseases! that the last thing i need. but to my surprise im not jealous over this girl in the least. im just hurt that my ex cant be honest with me about it. but shes told me she loves me a few times lately( weve been broken up exactly a month now) and that she wants to get back together. and so do i, theres nothing i want more than to be with her agian but its not gonna be for awhile. so im just trying to forget about the pain. im at a new high school this yr, which is hard since im a junior. but ive met alot of cool ppl and i have lots of new friends, its been a very positive thing for me. i think i needed to get away from my ex and all the drama at my old school. i do miss it a lot though. mostly just my friends and as much as i hate to say it, my ex. but i no we need a long break, and i no we couldnt get to do this if i was at my old school. b/c last yr everytime we would try, as soon as we would see each other, we just couldnt help it! sometimes distance is a very good thing, ive stopped and looked back on all the things i did wrong (which is alot of shit!) and im learning from my mistakes. that way when/if we do get back together, i will never do the things i did before, and i wont treat her like i did before. b/c i was not treating her the way someone in love treats another. ive decided we were just loving each other the wrong way.
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