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Thought was about time i wrote a new journal entry.
Havnt been on for a while (since i got pregnant!). Im excellent these days!!! Life has completely changed in the past couple of months! Just when i had prepared myself for single motherhood and was ready to go it alone, life threw another spanner in the works but just like when i found out i was pregnant this was another nice sorry rephrase that BRILLIANT suprise.
I am with some one who i can only say is an absolutely AMAZING . His name is dave and if i could go back and change time but still have this little one inside me, i wish i could have met him so much sooner! Im the happiest that i have been and no longer go a single day without feeling like iv hit the jackpot. He looks after me night and day, always putting me and the baby 1st...I couldnt feel luckier and love him to pieces, i dont know what i would do with out him!!! He is alround Brilliant person, he makes me laugh and smile all the time and i can only wish that i do the same for him!!
If i had been told 3 months ago i would be this happy and wouldnt be alone there is no way i would have believed it!! Just goes to show, things can always get better!!! and life can change instantly.
I cant wait until december so my new little familly can have our 1st christmas together.
thought i was having a good day today but that all changed!! baby daddy n me broke up....he doesnt want to be a dad...cant deal with it so i told him it was over......DEVASTATED!!!!!!
bad day today, hormones taken over BIG TIME been feeling pretty low and angry today.....starting a new job in the morning and should be in bed trying to get a good nights sleep, instead im still sat watching tele and cannot seem to switch off. Cant wait til my little guy/girl arrives and i can sit with them in my arms and despite if im feeling low i can feel happy seeing their little face knowing that my child will be the most amazing thing i have done n my life!!
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better day ahhhhhh..sigh of releif. new job went great, feel like i have something going for me again lol!!! although the do not know i am pregnant yet and im nervouse about telling them!!??? ne1 an advice?
Nickyxxxx