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Hey there to all my friends 
sorry that I have not kept in contact with you guys. I am OK and I hope that you all are as well. Hubby still sick and there may be an intervention in the future. I have learned that even though I am a counselor sometimes you can be to close to a situation and help is needed.
Love you all,
Vanda
Well hello there,
No I did not drop off the face of the earth.lol I have been sick and so has hubby still no excuse. I have been going through a valley. Looking for that lily and I just can't seem to find it. but I know it is there. Easter will soon be here and my grandson will not be here :( so we had an extra special weekend bikerides, dinosuar hunting fossils and all that stuff, out to eat, movies, and sleeping in the living room on a hide-a-bed oh my back. lol I think i may be to old for that but I love it.
visiting great grandparents and shopping then he got 2 easter baskets. I am wore out time for some r & r. soak my feet and set in the sun. I am loving it. Time to go see what I can fix for supper. Good evening to all ;)
No I did not drop off the face of the earth.lol I have been sick and so has hubby still no excuse. I have been going through a valley. Looking for that lily and I just can't seem to find it. but I know it is there. Easter will soon be here and my grandson will not be here :( so we had an extra special weekend bikerides, dinosuar hunting fossils and all that stuff, out to eat, movies, and sleeping in the living room on a hide-a-bed oh my back. lol I think i may be to old for that but I love it.
visiting great grandparents and shopping then he got 2 easter baskets. I am wore out time for some r & r. soak my feet and set in the sun. I am loving it. Time to go see what I can fix for supper. Good evening to all ;)
Well, I am back! I didn't go anywhere lol I don't know what is wrong with me. I have lost my drive to care for things arounfd the house. I have lost 17 lbs. I have worked my butt off walking and doing cardio. I just need to feel a man next to me. My husband and I have had a talk and he set with me on the couch and held me and I cried like a baby. He just doesn't understand why. I told him that I wanted what we used to have and he said nothing maybe I hurt him I don't know. Lord here my cry for help. I have plans on going to an AA group Monday night and this will help. I sould make myself journal more. I know this helps as well. Goodnight all and Sleep tight your friend.
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Oh yeah I allmost forgot The COLTS rock. The victory was a boost for the state and for my spirits.
heavyheart
I see you wrote this a couple days ago. Has your husband or you talked (yet)about your needs and how upset you are?? I am so sorry you are going through this. I hope you can find a solution with him that will improve the way things are going. Hey- good for you on the 17 pounds. That must feel tremendous. You inspire me to make some changes to get into the habit of exercise. It is so hard to get started and easy to quit. Good for you to stick with it!!
peaceful
I hope you are continuing to express yourself honestly with your husband, and that in some fashion you are receiving care, (from self, husband, others, projects, etc).
LadyOnTheOcean