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June 13, 2008 9:41pm
Hey there to all my friends sorry that I have not kept in contact with you guys. I am OK and I hope that you all are as well. Hubby …
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heavyheart
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About Me
I am a substance abuse counselor, I married young and have never really experienced life. my husband is very ill. I am spiritual person and I love my family.
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Journal Entry for April 2, 2007
April 2, 2007 6:59pm
Well hello there, No I did not drop off the face of the earth.lol I have been sick and so has hubby still no excuse. I have been going through a …
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Journal Entry for February 11, 2007
February 11, 2007 7:52pm
Well, I am back! I didn't go anywhere lol I don't know what is wrong with me. I have lost my drive to care for things arounfd the house. I have lost …
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Journal Entry for January 22, 2007
January 22, 2007 9:10pm
I am recoverying from a terrific weekend. The COLTS are going to the superbowl. OH YEAH! This took my mind off of my own situation. Working out …
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Journal Entry for January 19, 2007
January 19, 2007 7:01pm
Well, I am looking forward to this weekend and the COLTS winning the AFC:) I plan on hitting a meeting and exercising avery day. I have wlked three …
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Close Female Sexual Issues
I have been married for 27 years and we have not had sex for 5 years fo to his deteriorating health. I am having a hard time just staying focusied on my job. My mind wonders and if i hear a song that is about how a man should love a woman I LOSE it. I spend alot of time crying in my car.
Treatments
- Biofeedback Considering
- Relaxation Considering
Close Alcoholism
I am a recovering alcoholic with 23 years sober. I used to go to meetings and I hit one every now and then. I strongly recommend AA meetings because I amd a Substance Abuse Counseor and My job allows me to meet with alcohoics and addicts on a daily bases. I run group therapy so I have a meeting at work 5 days a week. Thank God for my Job. Sometimes I need the Clients more than they need me. but you know what they say you have to give it away to keep it.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- The key is admitting I was powerless and letting others help me. Step 1 " I can't" 2 "someone else can" and 3 "I will let my higher power" (whom I choose to call God)
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- I attend as needed if I am not working because my job is a meeting
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionIam 45, married for 27 years and my husband is very ill and takes a lot of medication. I have found out that I am not as strong as I thought because I am now om paxil and had it increased and the works Ilove you just don't do it for me any more. He has an anxiety disorder and can not breath if I am in his space so he can't even kiss me with more than a peck. I can not stop crying and I think I know why but I took a vow so I journal other than that I am a really fun and love to get out.
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