Cutting: A Vicious Cycle. As I …
Cutting: A Vicious Cycle. As I place the cold blade against my arm, I feel RELIEF. As I push the cold blade into my …
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Falling To The Blade
I feel your soul around me,
yet in the physical world you no longer be.
I wish I still had you here to dry my tears.
I thought I would never have to fill this fear.
I wake up, sweat beading on my face.
It's him again, he left me without a trace.
As the sun rises, I feel somewhat at peace.
I fell to the blade again last night.
I don't want to die,
just get rid of the stress and horrible frights.
The blade, I hold it strongly in my hand.
Strong? me, ha.....
the only thing I have control over is slicing my skin.
I wander through the day,
the blade guiding my way.
As night falls within,
I fall to the blade again.
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another day
once again i near hit rock bottom last but i didnt reach for the blade im still amazed i havnt
Rang samaritans
I rang them but did start hurting me last night for the 1st time. Had no way out. Want to do it again. Just took blade …
sweetie - i hope these are just the words releasing the pain.... i had my phone with me.... i am not at home, but call me anyway if you need me *hugs tight and doesnt let go* i love you, my sweet little kitty... hang on to me
DraconicSoul
I am happy to see that you have found a way to express your feelings through poetry. You are in my prayers tonight.
petreyd
Wow! Very powerful. I can almost see myself. I'm so very glad you found a way to express yourself through poetry. Remember that I'm here for you if you ever need to talk. Please don't give in. Hang in there. Please remember you are loved.
Rabbit11
Powerful.... Your words bring me to your pain... and my heart bleeds for you...
lithiumpicnic
I understand exactly how you feel I used to cut myself and twist the blade so hard on my arm or leg until it would bleed,only then did I feel alive inside.
stacey39