ambzjay's Journal

Sorry i have been so quiet on DS recently have had a really shit time;  a few days ago i was diagnosed with S.A.D (Seasonal Affective Disorder) and bi polar disorder, i have had to be a mother to my sister again because my mother went to my aunts for a while, i have been feeling depressesed because josh's mum found out about our engagement and to make her happy because she threatened to move him away he cancelled our engagement   he said were still together just not planning to wed i wonder if he hurts as much as me to know we wont be joined together sooner but hopefully were still planning to move in together i just wish that it wouldnt hurt when he said were still together, i've also been bullied by the same people tht bully josh for no reason cos i was trying to fix his friendship with his mate.

This isnt fair i did nothing wrong they called me hurtful names and said im 2 faced because of my mood changes S.A.D is changes in mood usually during winter and bi polar is a class of mood disorders i am not 2 faced this is not my fault i have mood changes why cant people understand.