Confussed :S
April 29, 2008 9:59pm
Very confused - I don't want to be getting into another relationship where I am abused again. :S We're just friends atmo then I get woken up …
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Doctors visit
April 18, 2008 11:48pm
I've been putting it off for long enough I've got to go see my doc - every month it is excrutiatingly painful and I become weak and can …
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Remembered more
April 12, 2008 7:44pm
So recently I have been stepping out side my comfort zone alot more - and it has cured my fears or helped relax me. And I now feel alot stronger and …
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Deja blooding vu
March 19, 2008 9:21am
Spent most of last night doubled up rocking and snivling I hate crying I hate seeing it hearing him - I am escaping all of this …
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Angry and Appreciative
March 18, 2008 8:43pm
I am very lucky, it was only attempted, and as far as I can remember it was only once - I don't want to go looking for the other time that …
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I am really pleased to hear that you are doing so well. Good luck with the new man:-) We are now getting counselling so fingers crossed that there is now light at the end of the tunnel. xxx
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Thank you! The same goes for you if you need to talk. I've been a victim too (a couple of times). Watch that man of your's. A majority of individuals that are positive for H.D. tend to have problems with depression. It's always nice to have a head's up with these type of things! Good luck to you, Malaena
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thanks. I hope so too. It has been so hard on me with all the anxiety over it.
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welcome you will find lots of support here
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Close Insomnia
I have trouble sleeping - I had it for a little while before it happened oddly enough because I felt so safe with my ex I slept like a baby when ever I stayed at his till it happened - now it seems to find me before I go to sleep which means I try to avoid sleep like the plague. Pacing around my room for hours, or reading books. Distraction is the key.
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Close Rape
I have regained more memory, first time it was rape second it was attempted, it took so so long for me to accept what he'd done, he was the first guy I'd ever trusted, because I knew he wasn't the type to hit me, but instead he did this. He told my friends that it was my fault, it was just too painful for me to say anything about it, months later when I finally told a friend she made me see that it wasn't my fault, that it was serious.
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- Talking Working / Worked
- It helps alittle but it is really disheartening and frustrating when people refuse to believe me. I feel like I've done something wrong for speaking out and he's been treated like the victim. It's really annoying.
Open Huntington's Disease
I don't have it, someone I care about has it and I just want to be able to be supportive and to understand his point of view better.
Open Dyslexia
I have severe Irlens syndrome I was diagnosed late in high school. Told I was stupid for many years, aced all my exams :D ha ha! Enjoy learning new languages, and reading Dickens and Shakespeare. Love drawing and painting and being creative. :D
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