Monday-May 12th,2008
Today is a special day.Today is my late grandmothers birthday.If she lived she would have been 108.And even tho …
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Having a real hard time lately. Lewis is starting to have Temper tantrums. He is pissed off every single time I visit or call him. He just told me tonight he wishes he was dead. I'm so afraid of his attittude lately I don't know how tro cope with it.He is driving me up the friggin wall.He is so irritable it really is upsetting to me to even try to talk to him.
Monday he had a dr. appt. His mom, sister and brother in law came up to pick him up to take him and I met them there after work. He looked so happy sitting in the front seat of their car. We took him to OUR house and he got to go inside for the first time in over 6 months. We ate dinner together and had a really nice time then time to take him back to the nursing home and he threw A FIT. His mom and I were crying it turned out to be a horrible day.
Today he started celexa hope it helps to calm him down a little.
Got some mail for John today that just added to my grief. It was from the New York Times wanting him to subscribe. I just cried my heart out. What nerve. How can a dead blind man read a newspaper. I was ripping paper into little pieces and screaming damn people leave me alone.
So needless to say I've had a pretty crappy day.
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HEY NOW MY FRIEND!!!.CALM DOWN...SOUNDS LIKE LEWIS WAS JUST WANTING TO STAY AT HIS OWN HOUSE...I THINK THE MED WILL HELP HIM..EDDIE IS FEELING BETTER.HE IS NOW ON ANTIDRESSANTS AND HAS TO GO TALK TO A PHCHATRIST..CANT SPELL IT..LOL.BUT FEELING BETTER...I PRAY FOR U EVERYNIGHT,AND WONDER HOW U ARE...SEND ME UR ADDRESS AND PHONE # AGAIN...TO EMAIL OK.THANKS.LOVE U***AND ALWAYS HERE FOR U.....AND YES CODY GOT STUFF FOR A COLLEGE LAST WEEK.I ALSO CRIED AND CRIED...DIANA
DianaLynn
They better leave you alone!!
I hope the celexa helps..
Maybe he saw something reminded him of John and it was a delayed reaction.. Who knows!!!
Stick around and take care of yourself, please!!
olelady
How frustrating it must be for both of you! His fits of temper are very hard for you And he doesn't want to be away from his home! What a predicament to be in for both of you! I am so sorry! I got some religious mail for my husband and stamped on the outside was... Let us bring you back!It is upsetting! Take care and hopefully things will get better for both of you soon!
TiKibell
yes I know all too well about the mail it is very unfair! I have been returning them all, take care, I think the meds will help alot oof people are taking it now. xx
agizmo4me
Celexa will take up to a month to see benefits. The dose may need to increased. I hate to see people suffer when there are meds to help. Glad he is on something. What about you??? How very stressful for you all. After my husband had his strokes he was a totally different person for a while. It is so hard to see these big changes. Your are in my prayers.
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