Journal Entry for August 13, 2007
August 13, 2007 8:21am
I am lost in my days. Been nice having Ian home from working for a few days was very nice. We did a whole lot of nothing. Took the …
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I work for a large greenhouse/distribution center. I am a Customs & Compliance superviser. I love my job - but my job has taken over my life. I got married in Sept of 2007 - and have gained 2 step daughters. Before this I was a single mom to my wonderful 9 year old son. We all have a strong love for animals - and Finally after 35 years - I found great happiness.
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Journal Entry for August 12, 2007
August 12, 2007 8:47am
Well yesterday was a better day. Ian's birthday was really nice, he was in alot of pain so we really didnt do anything. But all the …
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Journal Entry for August 11, 2007
August 11, 2007 9:03am
Well yesterday wasnt what I wanted it to be thats for sure. Spent 5 hours at the hospital with Ian - getting 13 stiches in his leg - from the …
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Journal Entry for August 9, 2007
August 9, 2007 9:28am
Well I am back - My computer was down for a few days - and that made me crazy for sure. My husband was sick hearing me whine about it so he got …
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Journal Entry for August 3, 2007
August 3, 2007 8:54pm
Its been a great day! Most of which I spent by myself. Austin and his buddy Christian were out for the afternoon, Ian was working and I …
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I've missed you, friend. I'm sorry but I couldn't talk to anyone for a while. That's what I do when I'm overwhelmed, I shut myself down. But I'm back and I'm still alive and I would really like to hear from you again.
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Still thinkin' of ya. Hope you are well and have a great Thanksgiving.
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I love Thanksgiving turkey... it's the only time in Los Angeles that you see natural breasts. Arnold Schwarzenegger
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Support Groups
Close Panic Attacks
My Panic attacks occur when I am at my highest level of stress, I get myself all worked up cant breathe, I cant stop them myself, but I get a dizzy spell that over comes me and I black out for a minute. Once this is over I can gradually start to breathe again.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Clonazepam Too Soon to Tell
Close Anxiety
I was hoping for an other ailment - an inner ear problem. Anything but anxiety. Not sure how to cope or the best means. I know I need help, but who, what and how?
Treatments
- Effexor Too Soon to Tell
- just started - wont kick in for a month I am told. Hoping for the very best.
- Clonazepam Too Soon to Tell
- My Doctor told me that I would have an immediate reaction. It made me very tired almose immediately. Not too sure if this is the drug for me.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Talking to a stranger I will find helpful. I am hoping so. Feels good to get everyting off my chest to a non-bias 3rd party. Hoping for the best
Open Stress Management
I love my job! But I cant get away from it. Its affecting my son, my family and my life.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I have smoked for 25 years. I hate it but cant stop. For me its a reliever of stress and panic attacks that I am trying to over come. Its how I break from work, or my family. I have tried many things to quit and nothing works. The patch the pills the gum nothing takes away the craving. More than me wanting to quit my family wants me to quit. This is my biggest concern as it is. It will kill me and hurt my family so much more.
Open Alcoholism
1 1/2 years ago, my husband and I nearly seperated. He was out drinking with an ex girlfriend, and had a fight with his best friend. He ended up with a broken nose and blood everywhere. If we didnt stop drinking we wouldnt be togehter. Its been 1 1/2 years that we havent had a drink.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- MY husband and I stopped together. We have been sober since Jan 28 2006
Open War & Terrorism
In 1992 - I was mugged at a bank machine in Niagara Falls ON, where I lived at the time. He had a knife. I was lucky enough to get away and run from him and run into a bar for help. He was long gone and as far as I know thy never found him or my purse. Never really talked about it until DS.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- Have high anxiety issues that have made me litterally sick - thankful to have many friends here to talk to, and listen.
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