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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
My wrist hurts sooooo bad. It's an old injury acting up. I've just sort of bottomed out. I'm trying to decide whether I'm going to go to NA friday. My grandfather and his wife are flying in tomorrow and staying till about noon sunday. I'll see them again at the end of June for my HS graduation. My friend has her one year clean on the 20th. I've just bottomed out and keep remembering all these painful things. Like all the times my learning disorder made me feel stupid. All the times I got picked on, the time when I was in third grade and these girls made a club where the point was to avoid me, when I was in 8th grade and my classmates graffittied "loser" all over my stuff. Painful, painful stuff. This stuff keeps coming to me and the thoughts and pain doesn't stop, it just doesn't stop coming.

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  1. AlishaB

    It will stop coming but when we are in it, what happens is it seems like it never will. I know how you feel, I was never the popular one either but guess what, you are popular with me :) Hugs.


    AlishaB

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