Sakura's Journal

This is such a hard time of year for me. I keep remembering last year's thanksgiving. I swear to god the first person to send me some "count your blessings for thanksgiving" crap i will snap their neck. last year i spent it with my aunt and uncle and cousin. it was the first holiday since my cousin Jackie (that cousin's little sister) committed suicide and the first thanksgiving since one of my other uncles (i started with three) died of cancer. Plus Janeth (the cousin who was there) was getting her wisdom teeth out. It was a really rough thanksgiving. I miss Jackie. I'll probably spend much of the next week in tears. God I'm tearing up again, that's what, the third time today? I just, I miss her.