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Journal Entry for September 9, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
i think maybe the daily grind is getting to me. I'm tired. I don't want to do my work. I've survived the last 18, especially the last 2 1/2, years on will power alone. I'm worn out. Going to classes is fine and all, although most of the out of class work is a major drag and i'm behind. maybe i wasn't cut out for this? i'm behind in two or three of my four classes. maybe i'm just depressed, but i really want to give up. maybe it's too many years of not mattering, too many years of being treated like crap and told i didn't deserve better.

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  1. angelsdogs

    hun you are like the rest of us........ WE ALL DESERVE BETTER . have you tried getting extra help in your classes? maybe a tutor. i know here we have people that will tutor for free. we also have free study groups in our schools and our collages.


    angelsdogs

  2. angelsdogs

    i meantthat we have people here where i live that will tutor for free. check internet who knows what you might find. we are here for you hun. you can do it,

    xxxxxxxxxxx


    angelsdogs

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