I have stayed away from writting …
I have stayed away from writting because I say the same things over and over. Today I need the comfort to say …
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Don't talk about what you don't know. You've been part of this family for, what, three maybe four years? You don't know him like I know him. And don't tell me "people make mistakes". Raping me for 10 years was not "a mistake". groping me and staring at me for the last 6 years was not "a mistake". her hitting me might have been a "mistake" but the years of emotional abuse were not. yes he did nice things for you. that doesn't mean he didn't do bad things too. and weren't you the one who got all richeously outraged when you found out an aunt had told your daughter to take care of her parents? so why the hell are you telling me how to act with mine? isn't it equally bad for me to be told to take care of my parents you fucking hypocrite. You've known him for all of three years and you know all there is to know about him? You may be married to his brother but they are two very different people. You have no idea how twisted things are behind closed doors. You don't know how my parents have never understood me on the most basic level. You disgust me. If you believe doing a few good things makes someone a good person does that mean your daughter was a good person? that "only the good die young"? No, and you know it. You know even more then I do that, though she was loved, she got into all kinds of trouble. She did things she knew she shouldn't that could have dire consequences. Not everyone is a good person. Don't draw conclusions when you don't know all the facts. And grow a fucking spine, think for yourself.
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I am glad that you got all of this out. Its so inportant to say what is on your mind rather then letting stew...I am proud of you...everyday is the next big step to freedomx0x0x0x
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Great job. That takes a lot of guts. I know exactly where you are coming from. I could have written the same letter to someone. Stay sober. I am proud of you.
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omg what a huge step to afdress that--keep trying baby---keep trying
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