Sakura's Journal

i think the reason my dad stopped was because i got old enough he was afraid that i would tell. well if now that I have told, but no one in the family believes me and if the police don't do anything (i don't mean nothing nothing, but he doesn't get arrested, no trial, no conviction) then he could very well take that as a signal that he can do it with no consequences and then he'll start doing it again. i just don't know what to do. the only solutions i can think of, and that people have offered me are things i can do if he does it again. if he does it i can get a rape kit done and tell the police. i can move out. but the problem with all of the options is it means he's already done it. i just pray that it goes to trial and he gets convicted. i know it's not likely, but i pray to God and hope she will protect me.