Sakura's Journal

Been really sick the last two or three weeks. Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever and migraines. Everytime i go in it's the same- take my vitals, ask a few questions, give me a shot of painkillers and sent me home. I've been a bit drugged up from all the pills  and shots and stuff. Today I sat and carved on my calf for like half an hour. I don't know why. I just did. I'm on so many meds it's rediculous. Two kinds of painkillers, an anti-nausea, an antibiotic, a muscle relaxer and all my normal meds and the painkillers they've been stabbing my hip with when I go in.

Been really sick the last two or three weeks. Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever and migraines. Everytime i go in it's the same- take my vitals, ask a few questions, give me a shot of painkillers and sent me home. I've been a bit drugged up from all the pills  and shots and stuff. Today I sat and carved on my calf for like half an hour. I don't know why. I just did. I'm on so many meds it's rediculous. Two kinds of painkillers, an anti-nausea, an antibiotic, a muscle relaxer and all my normal meds and the painkillers they've been stabbing my hip with when I go in.

So I've been sick for the last two or three weeks. Thursday I found out I have Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever. It's a tick-borne disease. It's pretty bad. I've had a bad migraine for a week and each day it's worse. I'm on antibiotics, a muscle relaxer and pain-killer for the headaches and an anti-nausea because the pain is that bad. And they seem to be helping, but not a whole lot. I see the doctor again today. So, we'll see.