Journal Entry for October 16, 2007
Coming up on a whole year since Billy has been gone. This month is sooo hard. Everything reminds me...the fall colors, the gray mornings, …
Coming up on a whole year since Billy has been gone. This month is sooo hard. Everything reminds me...the fall colors, the gray mornings, …
I think Ive hit the anger stage, my nephew and my niece were given to parents who didnt deserve them, inflicted harm on them, and allowed terrible …
Now that the holidays are over, I dont have to make things happen. Although, my daughter who just turned 10 is having a birthday/slumber party …
Christmas came and went. About what I expected. Very down day. My husband is grieving in a way that is difficult for me to deal with, he is closed …
Mornings are hardest for me, I can only guess that it is because when I wake up, my mind is blank from sleep, and then reality hits, the day begins, …
Thinking of you!
Just checking in with you...know the time is soon. Wishing you comfort and strength to get through the next week. Take care, AnnM Daren's Mom Elk, Washington
Sending a hug your way!
Thinking of you.Hope you are doing o.k.
It has been awhile.I hope you are hanging in there.You have every wright to be angry Billys farther sounds like a peice of work.I will thank you for showing Billy what love is.I am sorry we lost touch.When we first met i did not relize there was a friend list.Hopefully we will talk soon.Paula
Oct. 30 2006-the 16 year old nephew who lived with me and who was more like my son died in an accident. My husband witnessed his death, and I have 3 other kids, and I strive to keep their lives as normal as possible, which leaves me to be the strong one. Among the hardest things for me is to talk about how I feel, Im a very private person. I can listen, and help others, but for myself, I dont know what to do. Just telling this much of my story is a difficult thing for me.