Journal Entry for September 27, 2007
September 27, 2007 4:06am
I am so grateful for people in the world such as Steve Correll. I am not grateful for a laptop that decides to skip merrily wherever it decides …
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About Me
C'est la vie? Bulls@#t. I'm beginning to re/discover the spiritual aspect of my being. Karma, whether pertinent to this current life, or past lives, has become a focul point of my recent experiences. I do believe in my intuition, if only because the recent experiences I've had, and ignored the intuition, have come at an extreme cost to my spiritual health. I hope I have the fortitude and strength to hold to these beliefs in myself. I have found that the best outlet for me right now is excercise. I do it everyday. My body and mind are only getting better--it really does make a difference in attitude.
Interests
I'm starting to relearn and learn those things that make me happy. I love spending time with my friends and walking my dogs. I love music, and hope to acquire a set of keyboards soon. I love to cook--my favorite gift to my friends is a cook book (to the girlfriends it's usually a chocolate cookbook) and also seeing the expressions on people's faces as they take their first bite of my creation. Family is important, and here at the end of the world, my friends are my family.
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Journal Entry for September 27, 2007
September 27, 2007 4:04am
I am sick and tired of DS timing out on me while writing a journal entry. Of course I've learned to write in a Word Document and copy/paste to …
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Wow. You seem to be a very strong person. I can't believe how some people treat others. Hope you are doing okay---girlieB
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Hang in there!
I’m With You
hey girly, im thinking of you, im here for you, big hugs!
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Happy Thanksgiving!
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sending hugs. you are missed ;)
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Close Breakups & Divorce
just a bit over two weeks ago, he came home and in a 30 minute conversation told me he was leaving me, after almost 13 years together. We're not married, all our assets are in his name, and it has just recently been discovered that he had a little "something" going on the side with my best girlfriend, who luckily for her, left the state. I'm reeling right now, but apparantly he's ready to move on (as mentioned in a very recent email of all things). Today, met with a therapist and a physician.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionbeen suffering for years from depression. Went off meds a few years ago. Just went through a break up and am seeing a therapist and back on antidepressants.
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- now the dosage has been upped as of today to 450mg. we'll see how it does.
- Celexa Not Working
- this made my anxiety 100fold worse. i'm now off of it.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- always feel much better immediately after, doesn't last long though. i'm losing weight, looking tone and will soon have a lovely sixpack LOL
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- very small dosage as i don't have bipolar or schizophrenia. i just started this to help with anxiety.
Open Infidelity
my man and my best friend--how original
Open Anxiety
lots of picking at my skin and hair. couldn't leave my house. couldn't reach out. plucking at my clothes and fingers, my cuticles are a mess. not able to sleep or eat. just aggravated my depression. wanted to commit suicide.
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