KIRKAL's Journal

    FOR THOSE WHO HAVE READ MY STUFF IF IT DON'T MAKE SENSE,I'M SORRY!FOR THSE WHO GET IT,I'M SORRY TOO!LOL

      IN THE PASSING DAYS,WHEN HOPE SEEMED TO BAIL,SCRAMBLING FOR WORDS TO SAY,HOPING LOVE WOULD NOT FAIL!THINGS TO DO,PEOPLE TO SEE,TIME I HAD NOT USED,BUT IN MY HEAD ROLLS THE FATHER AND DAUGHTER,THAT ARE FUSED!PEOPLE OF OLD I WILL NEVER BEAT,AND THE CONGRATS TO THE BEST!NEW ONES THAT I'VE MET,AND ONES THAT I CAN BE A PEST!TIMES I'LL NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO SHARE,THE CERTAIN TONE,KNOWING LOOK,EVEN THAT MAD OR ANGRY STARE!THIS HOPELESS ROMANTIC IN SEARCH OF THAT ONE TO SHARE!I MAY NEVER BE A MAN TO REMEMBER,OR HAVE LOTS OF WEALTH,I CAME UNDER RADAR LIKE THE MIGHTY OLD STEALTH!IN ALL MY DAYS OF LIFE SO FAR,I FOUND THIS IN ALL THE STARS!LIVING WITH M.S. HAS TAUGHT ME ,HOW TO BE A BETTER MAN,JUST SAD TO FIND THIS OUT,AT THE FINISH OF THIS PLAN!FOR THOSE WHO THINK LIFE IS DONE ,NO ROOM TO GROW,LIFE CAN BE SO WONDERFUL,JUST LET YOUR LOVE SHOW!I'M NOT A WRITER THIS IS THE BEST OF THE PHRASE,BUT I WILL FIND A TRUE LOVE,IF EVEN IN FINAL DAYS!

I'M NOT WRITER THIS I KNOW!BUT YOU CAN'T CHANGE THINGS,AND STRESS MAKES YOU WORSE,SO YOU CAN WASTE TIME BEING UPSET OR YOU CAN FIGHT TO LIVE YOUR WAY!I FIGHT EVERYDAY TO SMILE ,LAUGH,HAVE THE BEST TIME I CAN,AND WHEN IT'S DONE,I CAN SAY IT WILL BE THE MOST PRIDEFUL THING I DO!

I WISH YOU ALL LUCK WITH YOURS,MY FIGHT SO FAR HAS BEEN WITH PRIMARY PROGRESSIVE,AND I KNOW T,N,,SPASMS,NUMBNESS,FIREY BURNING,OPTIC NEURITIS,PRESSURE IN MY HEAD,NO USE OF BOTH LEGS,LEFT ARM ,BREATHING IS HARD,SWALLOWING HARD,PAIN IN EVERY JOINT NECK TO TOES,SPASTICITY,THE RUBBER EFFECT,FATIGUE TO NO SLEEP,BLADDER & BOWEL,TO THOSE STUPID ITCHIES LOL!ANYWAY,I BEEN THERE DONE MOST OF IT!SO IFFFF,YOU THOUGHT I WAS MOUTHING,,,OH WELL!HOLD YOUR HEAD UP AND THINK,,IT CAN BE WORSE!HAVE A GREAT DAY!