Christmas and new year has been …
Christmas and new year has been absolutely unbearable for me without Emile. I cried most of the time and just could't …
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I miss miss miss Emile so much, I think I am going to die of a broken heart. I feel physically ill thinking of his memorial date and birthday coming up. I don't want to be conscious thru it all.
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I have a memorial website for Emile, …
I have a memorial website for Emile, please visit it and see my beautiful son. …
Hold onto your memories, visit his site and maybe, think about scheduling another visit to the medium you saw before. Schedule it on the anniversary, so you'll have another way of thinking about it. She gave you so much peace when you saw her last. Isn't it possible that seeing her again, on the day, could help ease it's passing? It could be that you will discover the questions you didn't ask last time, as you anticipate seeing her again......... and who know what Emile will share with you? Remember the feeling you got of the joy he is experiencing...... hold onto that memory and know that, at least he is no longer in pain.
Janine
I've been thinking of you so much lately. I remembered the date was coming up and wondered how you were doing. I did visit Emile's web-site when we first introduced ourselves. He's
such a handsome young man. To be totally honest with you, it seems unfair for me to be writing to you as of late knowing that my son will be coming home soon! Yes, we have no guarantees, you never know for sure from day to day, but I have a light at the end of my tunnel now and I want so badly to shout for joy, yet I'm so very aware of how deep your sorrow goes. I'd still like to share our day to day experiences but I guess in an awkward sort of way I feel guilty. I can't even truly understand how I feel myself but I do know that I care about you. We both have 2 boy, similar in ages. We both have had some rough times in the last few years. I do so want to keep in touch with you. Please trust that I DO Care and want you to find Peace. Let me know your thoughts. Keep up your strength and nurture yourself as you would your children, you need it more than ever.
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