Journal Entry for July 10, 2008
July 10, 2008 8:56pm
I was told i talk nonsense, and in teh end I feel stupdi I guess. i mean then mom and dad wonder why I just sit in my room playing games then …
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"To the world you are someone; to someone you are the world." -Unknown Look me up! http://jjgestapo.deviantart.com/ Please check out my gallery if you want :D Currently trying to straighten out my life and get organized. Setting up goals as we speak!!!
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Video gaming, free-writing stories, drawing, playing with my animals, napping, eating, horseback riding, horse racing, boxing by Kiltschko brothers, ice skating, big game hunting. Muwahahah!!! The queen alien rules all!!!!!!
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JJGestapo wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 10, 2008 8:56pm
I was told i talk nonsense, and in teh end I feel stupdi I guess. i mean then mom and dad wonder why…
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June 19, 2008 1:02am
I shoudnt eb doing this b/c it is not poistive and I am against it but I iwll slelf wallwo for now.
I hate myself and I almsot wish I wasnt …
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Dont know what to do
May 18, 2008 1:06pm
I can feel teh heaviness in teh air, and its nto just teh upcoming rain. Long story short dad was just saying to my mom hwo he really didnt …
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Ack a new leaf!!
May 17, 2008 1:18pm
Ok I knwo it seems I have already failed at keeping myself on track and updated here and all other places, but it doesn't help when after all I …
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Goal Time!!!
May 14, 2008 12:01am
I knwo I flunked 3 classes, but I passed the labs for the 2. Calc 2, Ochem 2, Physics 2; for ochem and physics I passed the labs fine, btu the …
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Thank you. I can use all that I can get at the moment. There is a light at the end of the tunnel right now, but it is still along way off.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I have never gone to a doctor for it, and I don't know if I really am; I just know I feel quite sad a lot when i sit alone with nothing to do. Once I am without something to preoccupy my mind, I start thinking about all the bad things in life.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- It may be twisted, but I pour myself into making charcaters whom I love and put through trails of al kinds. It helps to displce the sadness and pain elsewhere.
Close Sexual Abuse
My uncle molested me and I never told anyone about it.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My boyfriend (and to be fiance) used to abuse me both physically and mentally/emotionally.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- I had a story involve a woman's life growing up and everything that she had to endure. Writing has been my tool of trade since the seventh grade for me, even when I look back some of it seems stupid:)
Open Other Eye Problems
Type: OtherI have some wierd eye protoza that i guess alomst over 1/2 the population had called, toxoplasmosis, usually caught from cats by various means. It's not deathly, but it can scar your retina and can cause blindness. I noticed "floaters" in my vison while looking at light colored backgrounds, like textbooks or the sky. I had scarring on one of my retnas, but the blind spot was not in my field of vison, so I need to go to the eye doctors every 6 months now to make sure that there is no changes
Treatments
- Azulfidine Not Working
- It wasn't that is was working, I just ended up having an alergic reaction and was taken off of the medications. It seems I was alergic to the sulfa drugs.
Open Rape
JJGestapo hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Relationships
Looking for answers to MY personal prblems in my relationship
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- The more I try, the more I get bundled up in my own worries
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- I actaully don't know fi it does, b/c I dont have anyone who can talk to to help me and talking with him leads me no where (other than him saying not to worry about anything)
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I guess it helps, I try to look at it from different perspectives to help figure out why...
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