Journal Entry for July 20, 2007
I'm doing much better these days. Thankfully I am on the right track I think now that my medications have been changed. I feel much more …
I'm doing much better these days. Thankfully I am on the right track I think now that my medications have been changed. I feel much more …
I have been doing better since celexa was added back to my meds, but even better now that I am on geodon. It does make me sleepy but alot of meds …
Seem to be doing better today...still struggling with some problems that are on my mind but feel like I'm working thru them slowly but surely. I …
Today seems a little better than yesterday...I didn't sleep much all night...I was just too heartbroken over a situation I'm going thru. I …
The only way I can describe depression is that it feels like an assault on consciousness. I don't mean the kind of conscious where you are awake, …
I have struggled with depression since I was a child...and have recently discovered I have bipolar disorder...For a long time in my youth, I covered it all up by drinking, which all my friends did too so no one noticed the depression then. It all hit hardest in my mid 20s after my "partying" phase ended and I've had to face the reality of chronic depression and periods of hypomania.
I recently discovered that my chronic depression has all been part of bipolar disorder. I have had hypomanic episodes in the past, but never recognized them until this most recent one, which was truly ridiculus enough that even I realized when I came out of hypomania that something about my thinking had not been "right." I believe we are here to teach each other about love and to fulfill a purpose God made for us...maybe my purpose for having bipolar disorder is to teach others about it?
I have had chronic hives since I was a child. I am currently receiving treatment that is working and couldn't be more happy about that, it has been a long road to finding someone that could help.
I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia in 2001. I had it long before then but had trouble finding help. I feel like I have learned alot about self care and keeping it in check, though we don't have complete control of that...the best things that have worked for me are prayer, exercise, yoga, stretches, eating right and learning as much as I can about how to minimize pain.