last night my little ones, 6,8 and 11 all spent the night out. this was a huge ordeal for me..They have done this before..but as ironic as this may sound..this is the first time since I have been "stable" that they have done this. It has a different impact on me then once before when I was going through my Bipolar NOT being treated..I told my husband that I didn't like then being OUT..I was reading a entry from a DS user who was sharing her experience about her son going off to collage and she was sharing her emotions..my3 babies are just withen 10 miles of me and I still don't LIKE IT..I want them here and I want this to be a place where they feel love and security and where they want to be...so..it's time for them to come home now and stay for a while..
enjoy the time you have left with them hun. trust me, it flies by so fast. and your home feels so different with no children in it. jus feels empty ..lov ya!
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