kilikie's Journal

have not been around much but does not mean each one of you continue to be in my thoughs often. My life seemed of taken off with finding a GREAT job that i feel truly blessed to have surround with kind girls and a great boss who is so much more..a friend or even a "mother" I have had to think about my job and how it seems that God knew right where to put me..There are 5 other women that work the same shift I do and as we all know I am part of the HEMAN WOMEN HATERS club. i don't do well with female friendships..but I have come to find out this is excatly what I need to heal withen myself. SO I am doing just that.

My pdoc has made numerous remarks about how every visit he notices a HUGE improvement from the last visit and overall a optimisitc view on me some day getting well. !! I asked him, "does that mean no meds" he said..looks good bt one day at a time..:) woo hoo..

My 19 yr anniversary is tomorrow..that is a long time..longer then I would of ever expected to be married. But once again I must give the majority of the credit to taying married to my husband who has been to hell and back more times then I can count with me and having to deal with the B/P issues ..there has been a very times he has actually throwen his hands up and said "I QUIT" but then I guess he realized that it is the DIS EASE talking and not me..

mmmmI guess that is it for now..Oh no it's not.. LOL a friend at work is going to go on a cruise in Jan. and I am going to VEGAS in Feb. so we are going to support eachother in a weight loss program..Any support that can be offered from my DS friends would be greatly appreciated!

Thank you all and have a very merry UNbirthday!!!!

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