Journal Entry for July 9, 2007
I did a really foolish thing and felt like a real baby I had to go to the doctor for an exam to see how I was coming along after my rape and thank …
is feeling OK
I am a single 25yr. old woman I work in a pharmacy and my life was turned upside down when i was ganged raped. I live alone with my dog.
I did a really foolish thing and felt like a real baby I had to go to the doctor for an exam to see how I was coming along after my rape and thank …
I need to be honest with myself or I cannot survive I did something horrible seeing the men's faces that gang raped me a few nights ago again I …
Another day has come and perhaps the pain eases i'm not sure the sun comes out so pain isn't as bad as memories fade a little... I don't …
So why did no one comment on my last journal entry?
Why am I getting someone else journal writting when i open my journal????? I thought it was supposed to be our own journal someone else has written …
For you....Dina
i've been reading so of ur post & i jus have to say, i'm there with u & don't give up.
thanx for the reply
How has you day been? :)
Just a short time ago coming out of work one night quite late I was ganged raped by my car, everyone say's I should be "over it" at night when I am sleeping I have nightmares and it feels like someone is on top of me and I can't breathe. Often laying down causes harder feelings, setting up sleeping isn't as bad.
I was gang raped 6 mo. ago every day is a new day for me with struggles and memories and tears. I think the flashbacks are the worst feeling like those men are right one top of you again and I can't breathe. Just wanting to find someone that understands.
I have had asthma since a child I am 24 now and have had it under control until I was gang raped 6 mo. ago now it seems like when my memories come up I go into a full asthma attack and end up using so much of my medicine.