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Journal Entry for June 5, 2007 Mood
Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Today i was thinking and i started to cry.I feel so alone. I know i had a horriable marriage, but i was not alone.Its so hard to start over.I dont trust men anymore. I feel hurt.Why me? I was a good wife,took care of the family.I did everything he wanted me to do.I took cared of my self,took care of him.I gave him 200% of myself. My kids tell me i should date. Do you belive that? Well why not My Ex moved his mistress into the house three days after i left. Is there such thing as real love?

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  1. Wick

    Sure there is real love out there you just have to find it and thats the tricky part. At one time or another we all thought we had true love and may be we did. People change and many times not for the better, modern life is just to hard for some so they are constantly looking for something to make them happy. Your stbx decided it was ow but it probably won't last. He has moved on and you need to move on, easier said then done, I know but what choice do you have. You can either wallow in self pity or move forward. Remember the best revenge is living well.


    Wick

  2. Karla79

    I too gave my ex all that I have to give. People don't always realize what they have until it's gone, & sometime he will realize just how lucky he was to have you. I have also questioned whether or not real love actually exists. It's so hard to find someone who loves you the same as you love them. If you ever find that kind of love never throw it away. I really hope that both of us find that some day if it exists.


    Karla79

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